Stories of Lost Children
Billy
by Chris Russo, Louisville, KY, U.S.A.
It is strange how it hits, quietly and all of a sudden you are engulfed in the heart breaking pain of your child that has died. Billy will be gone 8 years this Dec 15th. Today it hit out of no where. I was just sitting and all of a sudden it hit me again just how much I miss my son. The hot tears come and there is nothing you can do except cry and let the wave of pain pass. Again I turn to this web site because it is the only place that I can turn to express my pain where the parents that read these stories understand what I am feeling. Today I can't hide the hurt, I just cry. Tomorrow I might be able to put the hurt in a place for a while until it comes boiling up to the surface again. I miss him so much. I love you Billy. Love Mom
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