Stories of Lost Children
Loss Of My Babies
by Jennifer , Troy, Alabama, USA
My name is Jennifer. I was 25 when I got married to a man that I loved very much everything in my life seemed like a dream for the first two weeks and then he started drinking. After that, everything seemed to fall apart. He was always mad at me; as well as called me all kinds of names. Anyway, this isn't about him. About two months after I got married I found out that I was pregant. I was so excited about all this but my ex and his family were so excited about it, in fact they hated the fact. This started a lot of fighting. Well one night he got mad and took it out on me. About two days later I found out that I lost the baby. Things only got worse after that. He was even mader at me all the time. One day we got in a fight over something and he got his family into it. Mom told me to get out and then stopped me from leaving by shocking me. Then went on for hours telling me how bad I was and that I was no good at anything. The next day I left for good. It wasn't till about two months latter that I found out that I was pregant again. This time with twins. Everything was fine till about one week form my due date I hadn't felt one of my babies move and I was very worried about it. I went to the doctors and he checked my babies out. That's when he didn't find one of my baby's heartbeat. He took my babies right away but it was to late. Joshua was gone and no one knew why. I am sorry I went on and on here but I would everyone to know I understand feel free to talk with me about this anytime. If you want to know more about me and my babies you can go to my pages: http://www.geocities.com/jls_jjs_1974_2000/ You are welcome to go take a look at my pages anytime. I'm always working on them and adding to them at this time. I'm working on some pages for Jacob not yet done, though you can see some of them here too. Thanks for your time. Jennifer If you'd like to talk to me about this feel free to get up with me online anytime!
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