Stories of Lost Children
My Little Belle Girl
by K.M., Aptos, CA, U.S.A.
My daughter Isabelle passed away a month ago from what the doctors refer to as S.I.D.S. or Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. She was only seven months old. She had wavy orange hair and huge blue eyes. She was the little girl I always prayed for. I cannot get the night she passed out of my head. I have several books to try and comfort my pain but nothing seems to fill this void. I miss her so much. I cannot stand to be around little daughters and mothers. I see so many living children and wonder why her and why me.
I would love to talk to someone who has been through this. It is so hard. My husband is awesome and we are making it.
But everytime I see my little angel in my own mind or in a photograph I fall apart all over again. I know that she is now my angel and I have to continue living for her, but it is so hard and painful. I have not yet met anyone who knows what I am going through, I would love to talk with someone.
Thank you for listening.
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