My dear Julia. It's been nearly two months since you left me. Some moments I feel like I can't breathe. I miss you so much, even though I never got to hold you. God I regret that. I wish I would have made them give you to me. Just to hold you once. Baby girl, I know you are being taken care of my Jesus, but know, that your mommy's heart aches for you every second of everyday that you are not here. I can't wait to see you in heaven.