In Memory Of Our Loving Nic
Nic was a special 17 year old boy. He was loved by many and is still missed to this day. His heart was so big that I believe it may not have been able to take the darkness surrounding it. I often am filled with regret. I wish I had made myself more available, but I try to remember that I am surrounded by his love. I close my eye's and I see his beautiful face and hear his voice calling out to me. Usually in irritation. He was 17 and I was, after all, the embarrassing mother. That brings me joy. I did my job. We had fun. We experienced joy together. My son and I who brought joy to so many other people. I would like to think that I had a little bit to do with that. My wonderful, son who touched so many lives in such a short period of time.
I love you Nic. I miss you Nic. I long for you Nic.