RIP baby boy, Mommy loves you.
A letter to Raiden
Current mood: Depressed
I'm writing this letter to you cause I miss you so much that I hurt. All i want is to hold you and cuddle with you. I wish I could be with you so I could take care of you. I wish I could give you one more kiss. I wish I could love you in the eyes one more time and tell you how much I love you. I just don't know how to go on with out you. It has been 6 months since you left this world and not a day goes by when i don't think of you when i dont miss you. You are always in my heart, I know but its so hard not to be able to touch you and to know that I won't ever see you walk, i won't hear your laugh, your cry, your first words; its killing me inside baby boy. I love you and miss you. If I could have one, I wish only one the only thing i would wish for is to have you back in my arms ...you fought so hard you wanted to live but someone decided they needed you. But I don't think they needed you as much as I do.
You are are always going to be my little angel and I know you wouldn't have wanted to see me sad or to see me cry but I can't help it. It hurts me so bad why did it had to be you. They never even gave you a chance. Why you were so little they had NO right to make you suffer the way you did. I'm sorry if I could have taken the pain from you. I would have rested in peace.
I will always love you and miss you no matter what. You're my little fighter. I love you.
Love always, Mommy
Danielle Taylor, Mother to Angel Raiden Saint Lee