January 22, 1984 - March 25, 2002
Still Missing You
Hey you tomorrow . . . it is 4 years since you died. I can believe how long it has been. i must admit that i still think of you. Not as much as I used to but I have a man in my life now. His name is Will. You two would have gotten on so well together. I hope you know how much I still love you. You were such a good friend to me Justin, even if it was only for a few years. You were worth losing because you were worth having. As hard as it was to lose you and as horrible that day was 4 years ago, I still hope you know how much you changed my life. When you were here and when you left us all. I hope that you are with your mom every day, and Kayla. Even now I know that they still need you to watch over them. I also want you to stay in Bo's heart. I have not talked to him in such a long time but I know that he loved you like a brother and when you left it broke his heart. I remember a night. . . a few months after you died. He took me for a ride on your dirt bike. He was himself when he was on that bike that night. It was like you were riding right next to him and it was like old times again.
I love you Justin and I always will. I hope that you will be waiting for me in heaven when I get there and I can't wait to see you again!