Aden, I just want you to know how much mommy loves you. I miss you so much. I wish it would of been me, instead of you. I have a hole in my heart that can never be filled. Our family will never be the same. Your brothers long to be able to play with you. I yearn to nurse you one more time, to see your beautiful blue eyes, your charming smile. I have so much anger that you were taken from me at only 19 months. I dwell on all the things you will never experince. I console my self with the fact that you are with Great-grandpa Fred and he will love you like I have.
I love you Aden. You will always be my baby.