November 7, 2001 - November 7, 2001
My baby boy, named for your father and mine. You never knew who your daddy was or that you had two half sister but at least now in heaven you will have my daddy to watch over you. The hopes and dreams I had for you, maybe God is punishing me for not being honest to your daddy about you. I wasn't supposed to be able to have children but when I heard your heart beat for the first time I knew what true unconditional love was. I know what it feels like for life to grow inside of me, I know the pain of bringing life into the world, I know the amazement of holding a life so small and fragile, but mostly now I know the saddness of losing my own flesh and blood.
Someday I will be with you again my little bird, until then fly in the heavens...