After nine previous pregnancies, Josh was my first live birth. How exciting, but alas Josh was not looked after properly during his delivery and was born with severe Cerebral Palsy. I still loved him as he was still my lovely Josh and I just wanted to take him home. After four weeks in intensive care, my lovely boy came home. Yes it was difficult with his continual spasms; the fact that the longest he slept was three hours in every 24, and the fact that I was a single mum. But I still cherised and worshipped the ground he breathed on. Why did God decide that he was ready to take him back? He wasn't ready and I certainly was not.
Mummy will love you forever and more as each long day passes without you. XXX