Stories of Lost Children
My Billy
by Chris Russo, Louisville, KY, U.S.A.
I don't visit this site as much as I did when Billy frist died. I was in it just about every day reading stories about how other parents try to put their lives back to some kind of normal after the lost their child. I needed to know that the terrible pain and hurt that I was feeling was normal. Well it will be 6 years this December 15th. Between my Compassionate Friends group and this web site it has seen me through many dark days. I still miss Billy every day and today just like it was 6 years ago I can't get my heart and mind to realize he is not with us any more.. Is that normal, who knows. After a death of a child what is normal for parents. I miss the sound of his voice and the "hi mom it's me Billy." I love and miss you so much Billy. Mom
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