Stories of Lost Children
Princess Kaylah
by Rebecca, San Antonio, TX, U.S.A.
I miss my baby girl so much; she was only 2yr and 6mo when she left me. It is still so fresh, she passed away on April 17, 2009 at 12:30am. The pain that I feel is so heavy. If I only knew that April 15th would have been the last time that I would ever hold her. I have flashbacks of finding her unconscious in the bath tub and then having to perform CPR on my Princess. There was no water in the tub, the faucet was running water but there was no water in the tub. She had been sick that day (4/15/09) vomiting, fever. But I thought it was just another virus. So being the mother that I am, I put her in the tub after she had vomited and told her I was going to wash her blanket and that I would be back. I wasnt gone more then 5min and then thats when I found her face down like she had passed out under the faucet. I gave her CPR but never got her back. The fire trucks got there and took over after that. They air lifted my baby girl. That was the longest drive of my life - just trying to get to the hospital. And then the doctors told me she was brain dead. 42 Days later I still don't have a cause of death. I feel so horrible. I have two other children but I find it so hard to cope when I feel so hurt; guilty and I wish I would have not left her. If I only would have been there. I miss her so much I just want to touch, hold and kiss her. Help!
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