Stories of Lost Children
My Two Little Angels
by M.P., Ypsilanti, MI, U.S.A.
January 1997, I lost my first child, a baby girl, at the very end of my pregnancy. My Angel, is what I named her, was stillborn. I was devestated. One of the hardest things I ever had to do was leaving the hospital without the baby I came there with. Little did I know, I would have to do it again. June 26, 2008, just a few weeks shy of my due date of July 15th, I was sent to triage from my doctors office to possibly have my baby a little early. I was excited and scared at the same time. The first thing a told the nurse was a wanted to hear my baby's heart beat and then they could ask me anything else and do what they pleased. I told the nurse about my first pregnancy and she understood. A few minutes later, my world was shattered once more. My baby Miyah was gone. I just can't believe the worst thing that could happen to an expecting mother would happen twice. What could I have done to deserve this. I pray to GOD for strength. But I hurt sooo deep. I want my Babies back! What keeps me going is my Canah, my 6 year old daughter who was born between her two sisters. And the faith that I will see them again in heaven some day. It's just hard living without them. I wish none of us had to endure this pain, the worst pain, losing a child. Mothers...I Love You All and GOD bless you.
Sincerely, Angel and Miyah's Mom
Margaret Patterson
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