Stories of Lost Children
Jolie, Our Angel
by Jennifer Tyner, Buffalo, NY, U.S.A.
Its been a little over a year that we lost our first daughter Jolie. One week I went in for my doctor's checkup and she was fine- the next week she was gone. I was 6 1/2 months pregnant. I was taking such good care of myself, we wanted her, everything was fine- what the heck happened? 6 weeks later - I found out I was pregnant! Could it be another girl to join the son we already have? YES! Jeana Princess Clemons was born on March 9, 2006- 3 weeks before her due date. She is PERFECT! A fat little baby with dimples, a head full of dark hair, mesmerizing grey eyes, and a laugh that can make the meanest person melt. I love my kids so much- but I still miss Jolie. Is it selfish of me to have had another child? Does she know she will never be replaced and is still loved? I think so. I cant help but notice when Jeana sleeps she bursts out laughing. Is it niave of me to think maybe she's playing with her big sister, Jolie our Angel? I dont know why we are chosen to endure the pain of losing our children. I read the stories on the website and it really angers and bothers me to see something so painful happen to such good people. I'm a nervous wreck! My son will be 5 and my daughter is 3 months- and I realize I could lose either of them at any time. Please keep my family in your prayers, and know that you are certainly in mine. Big Hugs To All, Jennifer RIP Jolie T.M. Clemons
5-22-05
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