Stories of Lost Children
My dear Jaeson
by Donna, Deerbrook, WI, U.S.A.
To Whom ever reads this, I lost my son Jaeson , and he was the light of my life.
He called me everyday almost and visited me every month.
He was 29 and i miss him very much.
He was shot and murdered in March of this year 06, it is still fresh in my mind.
It was all over the news here , and they made it all sound so terrible.
But that isn't why i am writting this.
In the last half year, i have lost my sister, then a month later , my dad, then a month later, my son, then a month later my cousin, then a good friend a month later.
It has really taken it toll on me.
My loss of my son, was the one that hurt the most.
I loved him so.
I have 3 son's, and Jaeson out of all of them use to visit me and called me everyday.
Not saying anything negative about my 2 other precious children, just trying to express the communication i had with my Jaeson.
He was a special child, and always took good care of me.
I hope he is living in pease now, and not worrying about me.
I love him so much, and now i am in deep depression over all the losses i have endured the last half year.
Really as of march we lost a total of 5 people one was a lady that i deeply cared about too, Marshia Gless.
She meant a lot, and no on ever got in touch with us, to let us know she was dying.
We knew she had cancer, but thought she would pull through it.
I guess i just want to say, that i have had to endure 5 deaths in the last half year, and i don't know if i can take it any more.
So Please Lord, if you can hear me, please no more deaths.
Amen.
Love MOM and daughter sister and friend. Love Donna
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