Stories of Lost Children
My 4yr old son, Nathan died suddenly of Meningitis
by C., Roseville, CA, U.S.A.
On July 26th, 2004 I found my precious 4 year old son dead while he was suppose to be napping! He did not seem sick at all! 5 months later we found out that he died of viral meningitis; which is usually not fatal & can be treated if diagnosed. My son should not be gone! I love him sooooo much & want to hold him, hear his voice again, see his face. I don't want to wait until Heaven to see him. How could this happen to him? To me? He was my only son! My first born! I will never see him grow up, go to school, graduate, get married, have kids. There is no one to carry on our family name now! I am so thankful for my daughters though; who are my reason to go on living. Although, I am scared that if this could happen to their brother-died suddenly at a young age-then it can happen to them. And they have a lot more medical problems than he had. I just want my kids to live past 4 past 5, past 10...etc... I NEVER want to bury another child again! I'M suppose to go first! I never imagined what hell would be like, until now... Spending my whole life reliving the sudden, tragic death of my baby boy; & living the rest of my life without him. Please visit www.nathanmcguire.com
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