Stories of Lost Children
Our Perfect Angel, Little Makaela
by Amy Billotte, Brookville, PA, U.S.A.
This is hard to type but here is our story. We found out we were pregnant and my husband and I were ecstatic. We had a fairly normal pregnancy. Then one night I started spotting and off the the hospital we went. The doctor on duty said you have a bladder infection. He gave me medicine and told me to go home. My husband and I asked him to check me just to make sure everything was alright. We practically begged him. He told us no and to go home. The next day I started leaking fluid. I went to my doctor and he did an ultrasound and said I was dialated to 3 inches. I had to have the baby. He said if I was 2 inches he could have put the stitch in to keep her in there. I was only 4 months along. I was told that she wasn't going to make it but something inside me wouldn't believe it. So at 7:10 that night we gave birth to a perfect baby girl. She weighed 12 ozs. and was 10 1/2 inches long. Our precious angel held on for 40 minutes. She looked like my husband and it amazed me. I held her in my arms and watched her pass away. Now I am left empty and alone. Why would GOD take her from me and leave us with such pain? It's been three years now and it's like it just happened yesterday. The aching pain still hasn't gone away. We miss and love you our "Little Makaela." Anyone wishing to contact me can do so at makaela@adelphia.net
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