Stories of Lost Children
Why Did He Take You Away?
by Nichole Kelly, Hamburg, NY, U.S.A.
It started out when I found out I was pregnent with twin boys, identical at that. And just being 19 years old, that was a big deal for me at first. Then I was the happiest girl alive. I just couldn't wait to have my little babies. I was just so excited, like any new mommy im sure but i was haveing two :) So on 10-2-04 I went in to the hospital because I was in slight labor, so I found out I was 2 centameaters, so at this point I had long long way to go but they kept me in the hospital to monitor the babies and me. Then I was 3 centimeters and I got something for the pain because it hurt from my back to my stomach. They monitor the boys and found that both heart beats dropped by a lot. So they took me in to a emergency c-section..the babies were born at 4:41 a.m. The doc said babies are out. I didn't hear my babies crying like I should have. I was asking where are my babies over and over again and just crying and crying because I new something was not right and then the doc came over and said Nichole.....I am so very sorry but baby b did not make it...but baby a was alive and they took him to go work on him.I held my son Colin, baby b, and just couldn't understand why? He was perfect nothing wrong what so ever just perfect and I never did nothing anything wrong. I never smoked, I never did drugs, I never drank my whole pregnency was healthy just fine, and at the last minugte, something like this had to happen, and still I don't know why???
So until I get some answers, I ask why did he take my baby?
So Tristan, the one who lived, he's perfect he's getting big he'll be a month soon and I can only give him every thing all the love i have goes to my Tristan. And Colin will live on through his brother! R.I.P Colin Michael Fronczak. My little angel above, we love you so so much!
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