Stories of Lost Children
My Angel Now in Heaven
by Susie, Shortsville, NY, U.S.A.
On November 22, 2002 I had my beautiful angel Kristen Nichole. She was born five weeks early and wasn't entirely breathing then. At that time, I was the type of person to always think nothing bad like this could happen to me. The five days she spent in the hospital felt like they kept getting worse and worse. All I wanted to do was take her home and start my life with her. If it wasn't for Mike, her father, Im not sure I would have even made it through those days. Anyways...when we finally could take her home, I thought everything would be normal from then on. Never once did I think of SIDS. I didn't even really know what it was. Kristen was always sick. Always upset about something and I wasn't sure I could handle it. The doctors wouldn't do anything, said she was just a normal baby, but I knew she wasn't. On December 15, my life came to a crashing end. I woke up to find my angel blue...nobody could save her and now the detectives wanted to blame me and Mike? NO. I hate her doctors and I hate the hospital she was born at and I hate myself. I'm six months pregnant now and more scared than anything. My heart aches everyday and I miss Kristen more than anything.
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