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Anyone There?
by LC, Beaufort, SC, U.S.A.

Is anybody out there?
Does anybody care
What it feels like to be empty?
What the living cannot share?

I died along with my beautiful Carly, who lived just 10 days past her 21st birthday. Her fiance murdered her. He got 2 years for over 23 felony charges -- they agreed not to pursue the murder charges if he "turned" on his mobster buddies, which he did. No doubt he will not live long on the outside once he is released (6 months to go) but that is just another life lost - it brings me no satisfaction.
Carly, I love you and I miss you SO much that my heart is literally breaking. You gave me strength, you gave me hope, you were my best friend.

Your friends still call me; I guess you know. It helps and it hurts. Danielle now has 3 kids. Crystal is married. Chelsea is graduating next year from college and Joanna got her degree last month. I guess you know all this.

I am angry that you left me here alone. Why? Why didn't you listen to me when I tried so hard to tell you about this man...just how awful he was? You thought I was being judgemental. The last words you said to me still ring in my ears, 'I hate you so much I will never speak to you again.' And you didn't. The next time I saw you was in the morgue. Did you see me? Did you see Nadine, your doggie who still perks her ears when I say your name? She saw you in a body bag with me. You were so beautiful and sweet and funny.

There is no fun now, only blackness. I keep telling myself that if I stop living then he's killed us both, but in truth, I just don't think I can go on here without you. Please God, take me.

I love you my butterfly angel Carly. Mom


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