Stories of Lost Children
My Precious Son Chad
by Shelly, Sheboygan, WI, U.S.A.
I was pregnant with Chad in 1995. He was born in April 6th 1996. He was so blue eyes and blond hair. He was perfect baby. He never sick or serious diease till on July of 1997. He was 15 months old and got very ill. He died of Spinal Meningitis. It was very hard for me as single mother. It was so struggle for me and my life without him. I still miss him so much. It will be 5 years this year. Today He is 6 years old. Make me wonder what is he looking like today, what actives will he playing, how tall is he, will he draw picture for me "I love my Mommy"?, will he play with his half sister and brother? and is he still miss me when he is not here? That make me wonder everyday. I go to his grave sometime and watch his picture on tombstone. I talk with him about everything include my children.
Dear Chad, Mommy still love and miss you so much. There is no replacable for my children. I'm still count 3 children if you are not here. Oh, how I wish you be here and be together again. I can watch you grow up. 15 months was not enough for me to remember. I will always remember you and thought about you. Love, Mommy
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