Stories of Lost Children
JordanTyler Mahan
by Tammy Mahan, Fort Edward, New York, U.S.A.
My baby died at 11 weeks of age. It has been 5 years now and I still can not talk about it. It hurts so much. I have tried couseling but I refused to talk about it there as well. I have the most wonderful husband and ten year old daughter in the world who also hurt. I know I need to tell his story but I just can't right now. I read several of the stories and they of course brought tears to my eyes. I've always known that I wasn't alone but sadly that has never made me feel any better. I am a Children's author and was thiking of writing a book about children who have died needlesly from heart defects. Of course I blame his doctor for not fixing his problem sooner and not listening to me. Who am I; only his mother! Yes, I am too very angry. If anyone would like to share a story please contact me at Luvtowrite4kids@aol.com. God Bless us all! I hope to be able to post my story soon. Thanks for listening! TLM, New York
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