Stories of Lost Children
ANGELINA NICOLE HEER
by Zarabeth , Springfield, IL, U.S.A.
I was setting up another web site about my baby girl Gina and I went under search the web and I typed in Angelina Nicole Heer and I found this site. Apparently my ex husband also endured this great loss and it unfortunately affected our lives and marriage in a very trying way. I still cry everyday for my child (children). Our baby girl lived 36 hours and and she went to heaven after a very horrible experience. She had a velamentous insertion of the cord; very rare but fatal. She fought SO hard for such a small little girl. I got to see her beautiful face, her beautiful eyes, and I got to touch her soft skin. We christened her and they took her away and that was the last time I saw her until her funeral. I did not get to hold my baby till the funeral and neither did her daddy. We missed out on raising Gina. we missed out on watching Cartoons and eating big bowls of cereal on Saturday mornings. We missed out seeing her sleep in her pooh bear room, no lullabyes, no kisses, no hugs, no mommy no daddy to hear for the first time, no first day of school, nothing. Just loss and grief and the memory of a beautiful baby girl that we created and made from LOVE. I will never stop loving her or my other children after her or Joe. Nothing that has happened will ever change the way I feel I miss you all.
I miss you Gina.
I love you angel.
I hope you are watching me from above cause I think of you everyday. I will never stop thinking of you, loving you, or visting your grave.
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